Lucillestar & jess: I understand all to well about being anxious I used to think it was my middle name- notice I said used to. I'm not so anxious anymore & I think working on my 3rd love spell is bringing it together for me. I've had bigger signs with it. Don't give up. I'm waiting to hear back from my caseworker as I'm not really sure how to petition with the red witch. I'm also going to start using my vivid dream pillow so he starts dreaming of me again as it worked in the past. The book really gives you a ah ha moment. Jess if you are doing the 3rd spell it's great & you will probably get more signs. I used to talk all the time with my HD but not now & it makes me so sad but not enough to throw in the towel. I found a vegas tree ornament for christmas last october we were supposed to go there until he decided we should save our money & that was when he proposed-when I saw it I knew I had to get it & send to him so he would remember that time with me & how he promised me when he came back we would go. So in 4 wks I'm sending a package to his mom's so he will get it by christmas since it takes a while to get mail where he is. And I know she will call him & tell him I sent something & who knows if he hasn't called by then maybe he will call.