sidthekid27
Registered: 10/01/09
Posts: 16
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I just finished MYLM today and had been perplexed as to certain odd emotions I was feeling. I think that I was psyching myself out over the situation with my HD and I was focusing on the question of how things could make the turn around that they need to make in order for he and I to be happy and together again. It just overwhelmed me. I did the burial today, though, and in the hours since completing everything I feel a number of different things- relief, confidence, gratitude- but most importantly I feel a very real certainty that the Lwa are "on my side". I feel them around me and it's a very warm and wonderful feeling. I felt this at a very distinct point during LMMA as well, though it was while I was still in the process of casting it- the effect took me from a place of doubt about my spellwork to a very clear knowledge that the Lwa were truly helping me and moving in my favor. It was a sense of peace and purpose and the certainty. Has anyone else felt this?
I know that this process brings about a number of different emotions, but this is unlike anything I've felt before. I feel the Lwa around me, their influence. I'm so thankful for that! The Lwa are very real and they really want to help! Keep that in mind! This feeling has hit me like a ton of bricks and it's great!
Blessings to all! 
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Jess1213
Registered: 10/01/09
Posts: 34
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HEY SID!!..i got the giggles after my MYLM and i felt confident..but i am having alot of ups and downs with my HD so at times i feel it and at times it goes away.WHat i have noticed is that i got the stregnth to join a gym (1st time in my life) and im sticking to it..loving it that is giving me personal confidence in myself which feels GREAT and is distracts me..4 that hour i am at the gym nothing enters my mind no HD no worries its ME TIME..i love it..i think that was the LWA's way of helping me. I am still struggling with him, and his actions, its as if he tried to hurt me on purpose but slowly i see that he is making changes, i dont see my petitios word 4 word but the idea is there, he just asked me it i wanted to see him..he said "I had a good time with you here that weekend, for the record" i asked that out good memories stay with him in my petitions!! What i am trying to stay is keep the memories of these good feelings close to ur heart, my HD is driving me MAD lol a rollercoaster of ups and downs its a rough process and keep in mind that even inur saddest of moments the LWA are helping u..its a matter of lrecognizing their guidance...best wishes |
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luckystar
Registered: 06/13/09
Posts: 76
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Yes, I went thru a wealth of emotions during MYLM a few wks back & at times it was overwhelming but very focused at the same time- hard to explain. The tears I cried were not from sadness but from realization of the things he was trying to show me of how much he really cares & loves me. There is a country between us-10,000 miles so while I have my faith that one day we will be married I saw him giving up hope with the long months ahead of us on ppwk. I just finished NOBM= it was so wonderful, it was like wrapping all my love for my HD in a nice little package for him & the lois were there every day- every step I made encouraging me showing me the most incredible signs after signs. The only American song I want at my wedding is "when I fall in love" - Saturday I was at the store when it dawned on me that was the song that was playing- every movie I have turned since the 8th day on when flipping thru channels had wedding vows being done when I settled on something. I saw a movie last night where they had been separated & found each other again- that is me & my HD it's happened to us before. I just bought Erzulie bath that I got tonight sorta as my own celebration but at the same time for both of us to put forth more energy but treat myself at the same time. I was going to do it tonight but decided to wait but I feel I got a sign from Erzulie that tonight was not the night.
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Jess1213
Registered: 10/01/09
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I start my NOBM tonight...Got a few small signs..oddly enough in a new book that I am reading..monkeys were mentiond hes a HUGE monkey fan and a sax was mentions which he played..so im EXCITED!!!!!!! plus he asked to see me this weekend again ODD..im pleased very pleased..and excited to wrap up my spell work..Its so weirddd how my approach with him has totalllllly changed with this..and how much I have changed..its like i learned how to be patient...Lucky distance does not weaken love..hun my brother was in Korea and his wife was in the states..I never knew a couple so in love even with the distance..Men have and odd was of showing how they feel..latley my HD has been saying that "Im lucky he likes me" such a weird 10 year old statement but its his odd way of showing he cares..weeks ago i woundt have noticed now I life for those moments |
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