riotgrrrlbx
Registered: 02/16/08
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Hi everybody.
I ordered my LMMA, MYLM, white male trio and a vivid dream bag today. Then I had a talk with my hd, who told me he was talkin to someone else and he was sorry for completely devistating me. I bawled nonstop during our txting. But I manage to keep it peaceful with no hard feelings.
Then the ultimate sign went down tonight. He posted his new license on twitter. Full name, birthdate, address, height, weight, the whole 9 yards. So I jotted everythin down before he realized that was a stupid thing to do.
I feel better and I've been having dreams about him too so I hope it will all balance out. Wish me luck
Binks |
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Jess1213
Registered: 10/01/09
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YAY!! one thing i learned from all this is DO NOT CHEK your HD's Myspace, facebook, twitter or anything else like that...it may cause u unnecessary stress..exmple a girl leaves him a comment, that makes it harder for you not to fight...i have my HD on facebook but he is hidden from updates and I do not check his profile..i know it is like walking into an argument!! i know its hrd not to do but try it!! I just started NOBM and im not having HUGE signs..i had HUGE signs(i think cuz im in school and BLIND to the word) at the beginning but he has asked me to spend a weekend with him, which is GREAT he hasnt said that in months!!!..also try not to talk about others, that will also cause unnecessary pain!!..BEST OF LUCK.. i am also doing the white trio it smells GREAT!!! |
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Davney
Registered: 10/24/09
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riotgrrrlbx
Registered: 02/16/08
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I know I have to ween myself off checking his twitter. We tweet each other all the time yet when I see he partying it up with the intruders, I get annoyed. I manage to keep my cool.
I was going to go to a show everybody was at near my house yesterday but that would have made too many waves so I stayed at home and did my prep work for lmma & mylm. So when I start it sat, ill be ready. Ill print off his license and other photo tonight. But ya, his not so bright idea is my gain.
Its just hard. We don't argue or fight, when I txt him we are cool & buddy buddy. I just want him to see the light ya know. Plus the people he hangs out with are toublemakers & backstabbers. They can drink & party to each others faces, but they always have knives drawn on each others backs, mine included. So hopefully lmma will make him see the light on them 
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Jess1213
Registered: 10/01/09
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It is very hard to keep off of my HD's facebook....he posts pics all the time, i am kind of convinced that he is doing it to annoy me LOL...Just keep in mind that the spells take time to manifest..I am on NOBM and my intruders are still around..not as much but they are there, given we have made some GREAT progress but its a slow process!!!. My reccomendation is to stay low with twitter just avoid anything that will start a fight.ITS SO HARD!! but worth it..best of luck |
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riotgrrrlbx
Registered: 02/16/08
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Well I started lmma today and it felt good. I feel pretty confident it will all come around. It was def a tingly feeling I was getting and I'm doin his white male tonight. I'm churning it out with the dream bag. He haven't indicated anything towards me yet but I figure its better to wait to talk to him. Its been on and off hot and cold. I just want it all to work out |
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luckystar
Registered: 06/13/09
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Hey Binks: Just take it one day at a time & enjoy the kit. I really did when I did mine. Just stay positive & focused on the goals you have set but don't forget yourself along the way. Have fun!! |
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riotgrrrlbx
Registered: 02/16/08
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So I talked to Bridget & a huge sign popped up. 3 little crosses appeared out of nowhere on my altar cloth. I always keep it neat in a box with everything else and it wasent from the creases where I folded it. They were in the middle & so distinct so I take that as a huge sign. The mind part of the white male went quick, like a fireball.
We talked yesterday. We talk pro wrestling all the time (his dream is to be a pro wrestler), and we just went back & forth having a convo about wrestling. I figure its better to keep it about stuff we like so he sees me in a good light.
There a ppv showing at hooters Sunday. He goin to be hangin with the intruders (a.k.a the frat boy friends) and I'm goin to be with my cousin & our friends. I'm just goin to look cute, wear some desire me, and see what happens. By then ill be on day 7
**update**
Well I decided to go out to the club since I was feelin a lil down. I took a break for a few weeks to relax out and do spellwork, work on my finances, etc.
So I did my lmma session, got ready & put on some desire me oil to boost myself up.
Well in the club was one of the intruders who hate me and she was eyeballin me all night. She was sitting across the club within eyesight of the cage. So me bein the dancer I love being, I danced all night, especially in the cage. U could literally see her face turning 100 shades of red ticked off from her hoodie. After I did one particularly seductive dance, she bolted, gone. Whether she tells everyone & my hd I was dancin or flirting or screwin around, I don't care. The hd can't stand her anyway and knows she wanted to fight me. He puts up with her cause she part of the clique.
Now as for a good note, a old flame flirted with me all night. It boosted me up to epic standards. I know my hd is processing and will come around eventually, but in the meanwhile it was cool just to be the hot chick!! Thanks Desire Me oil & Spellmaker |
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